As this rather eventful year draws to a close, I find myself a little overwhelmed trying to make sense of it all. I turn to an ancient Ignatian practice. The Examen. There are many online resources that explain this prayer practice, especially as it is practiced daily. I couldn’t find a free printable resource for a yearly examen, so I gave it my best shot, and am offering it to you as one way to bring 2020 to a close.
How?
Print out the journal pages. Find a quiet place. Welcome the presence of the Holy One to accompany you as you reflect.
There is an initial page to remember the intentions you set at the beginning of the year. The following three pages are for a timeline of your year as it unfolded. As you bring the events of this year to your awareness, pay attention to the emotion evoked. What were you grateful for? What did you grieve? Write these in the sidebars. How did you respond to life as it unfolded? These are your consolations and desolations. What responses brought you closer to God? What responses moved you further from a sense of Immanuel’s presence with you? Remember, the griefs and gratitudes are how you felt, the consolations and desolations are how you responded to the movement of the Spirit in your life.
As you engage in this exercise, pay attention to any patterns that emerge or nudgings you sense from the spirit. The final two journal pages are for final reflections and setting intentions for the coming year.
May the Lord Bless and Keep you!
-kim